All egoic thought is
based in desires and lack
fear of inadequacy
judgment of others
dread
death approaching
despair
dysfunctional systems of acculturation
beliefs become "black-belts in bullshit"
envy roves
the mind’s parasite
destroys all happiness
in delusions of mediocrity
falling
far
far
far,
far
from grace
the capacity to know the truth
lost
so
far from
acceptance
cooperation
mutuality
recognition that joy comes
from forgetting to forget who we are
in that state of illusory lack
nothing at all is ever
absent
except for contact with the real
ride of the waves to silence
back to simply being
no longer the author of your own suffering
for all is just as it should be
nothing lasts
everything changes into something else
always now
is the time to leap
take a quantum fall out from
illusion into infinite
I am I
magnificence
beyond the logic of grammar
beyond the question of how
might I encounter true self
within this plane of representation
without false references
holding me down
in it’s projection, ego prototype, predetermined
binding—conditionality,
circumstances of ignorance
‘bad’ karma
if ever there is such a thing
in the plentiful manifestations that are all
part of myself:
here too, return to love
w/o paranoia
w/o dominion intent
w/o proliferating so many pre-judgments
vindictive verdicts
vacillation
between ideas of right doing and wrong becoming
in fear of one's own inadequacy
facing those dungeons (domains of destiny)
with nothing but
gut feeling
heart listening
soul searching
in this return to ancient futures—
fulfil free will.
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