meditation
makes way to
metanoia
complete change of heart
beats towards a fullness
of power
found in total absence
of selfish I—
thinking
for
if even a tiny piece
of yourself
remains
in existence
it becomes idol worship
where the ego
prevails as private religion in
paranoia
from state of distrust
to pseudo self-confidence, within reason
that crispy crust covering
grave doubt—acute sense of inadequacy,
several states of lack,
and you wandering
far
far
far
away from peace—intelligent & infinite
essence of being
(real self)
liberation
from many ghostly Is
trances of self
destruction
so
deep dive down into abysmal
depths
of abjection
rooted in really insane
Love,
supreme realization
w/in stillness
makes way to
meditation